I am so sorry, beeing to sentimentil to the muslims here, and provokating you to do something. I have to admit that I was carried away by my lust to do that. I always forgoting that God was punishing me time to time, but I always hide it and then forgetting it. Im affraid because of me you will endure the same punishment from God. I admit that I was a wrongdoer and I never learn where is my mistake is. If I want to be honest, all of the pain I endure is a must that I have to endure.
Please, keep standing on Justice, and dont carried away by emotions, or you will ends up like me.
Stay away from drugs abusing!!.
Relax.. you worry about to many things.
Sort out what is important to you, and throw the rest in the rubbish bin.
:wink