Consciousness Mistery

[Farabi]

http://www.newscientist.com/article/mg21228402.300-banishing-consciousness-the-mystery-of-anaesthesia.html?page=1

I know how it felt when lots of my brain region is not working. Weird experience when I opened my eyes but I dont know any of it. I forget, did my body gave me signal when each skin touched, I can remember any of it. And sometimes I woke up each days with some region inactive but gradually active, like what my planned, what I felt last night, the memory of last day before I slept. Something inside our brain is our real us. We are a big robots, compared to our true self.

I know how it felt when all of my brain active, all of the regions, long time ago when my body still fit for it. I can endure lots of problem, heighest pleasure I can remember. But now I cant maintained it anymore. I can feel it, I run my brain not on full power, I need lots of energy, but my body used to gain low energy. For 6 years I maintaining my body weight at 41 Kg, in hope that it will not harm  anyone. Sometime I got a rush andrenalin disorder makes me really anger to anyone at random. When I get into the adrenalin rush, my powers doubled, but because of my body used at minimal power, it doesnot really danger. But I heard my opponent had a great injury on his face after the fight, where I got no injury except only infection from scracth from a knive at my neck. But my hand jammed for a few days, I cant move it, it felt heavy.

[Farabi]

When I on college, we've tested our own body, unintentionally, my hand and my friends scratched from a cutter. It had a long open cut, but did not deep. My scar gone on 2 weeks, where my friend had an infection and had a big blue scar along on his wound. It was just a scratch. My body had a good regenerating system, I guess. But I never tested it or compared it with another one else, also, I never get scracth or wound the whole of my life, sometime get burned from tobacco, but it healed just on a week. Sometimes the burn was burned bad enough, like when Im curiously burn our liquour bottle, I never though it will create a blue burst of gas and it so hot. I get the injure for a month, and then it is dissapear without any scar. Of course I dont want to intentionally damaging my tissue, even thought it could be repaired, it still painfull.  :green

The key is our mental, as long as you never get angry, and maintaining your mental healt, your body will at maximum regeneration. That is the different with my friend. He used to get really mad. One of my friends died after our last drink, I get a great headache but it went just fine. I heard somebody mixed it with coccaine or something, or morphine, they used to called it "Poo-taw". My friends died from withdrawal effect, I bet he is dehydrating, but Im recovered on 2 weeks.

Last times I intentionally tried opioid, and guess what, I cant stand the withdrawal effect, and I ask doctor and under treatment until now. Im just testing my body to compared it with my patients.  :green

[Farabi]

Human eyes able to watch fly, flying, it proven that our consciousness at least 300 hz. We awake each per 300th. And I need at least 3 seconds, before I realized my skin was scracthed before causing a great pain.